Its over a year now since Mum passed away and she is still sorely missed but we have lots to be happy about. Jack Lucas Charman is now 10 months old. He is such a happy little boy, Mum would adore him. Cicely grows up almost by the day, we can't believe she is 9 now, when with her I am constantly reminded of what it was like to be a 9 year old she reminds me of little things that I had forgotten, they way you think and feel at that age. We scattered Mum's ashes at a lovely spot in the fields near our house. It is a place that we have walked by with mum all our lives and that Mum loved, Cicely remembers sitting there with Mum while they did some painting of the view. Mum knew it would be the place where we would scatter the ashes. It's somewhere we can always go back to whether we live in Mill Lane or not.